Long time didn't write anything on xanga...always facebook now, as don't need to type a lot~ (I am a lazy girl~) After CNY, all member in my family are getting crazy and super emotional unstable...totally don't know how to solve this problem~ My father went to MO with his sister and whoever i don't want to know, then my mother get mad about that. Now she disappeared and nobody could find her, so worry and angry. I hate troublesome thing, but things came to me themselves, damn it~ ( Where can I find back my mother??? Or I need to call police after 24 hours? Hope I don't need to so and she will be back after a few hours...) Towards a bad relationship, everyone of the people involved should have the responsibility as each of us should have done something done, no matter how the portion of wrong or right is. No one can stand out of the case. But in this situation,no matter what you want to do to solve the problem, you are STILL wrong. Perhaps I received too many negative emotions from my relatives and friends these days....I can feel I can also getting emotional in some ways. Lost patient ( I am already an impatient ppl before, now even less... ), easy to cry like switching on the tape, always angry and argue with boyfriend ( I guess he is kind of innocent, but I cannot clam myself down..) This note I wrote for nearly 6 hours...as I am working now and today is fucking busy.... Brother said mother is back but she is still emotional and keep on angrying~ too bad~ I wish to sing k.....><so exhausted these days~ | 
